i thank you.

thank you for being my pillar of strength when i had none.
thank you for being my source of encouragement when i'm feeling the dumps.
thank you for being my listening ear when all i do is harp.
thank you for being my hazard sign when i'm always looking for something sharp.

i know life has been unbearably dull for you,
and everyday with me just seems like a big boo.
i'm sorry if i cannot make you happy,
because who wants to live with a boy who is forever looking sappy.

hopefully someday i will make it up to you,
no by hook or by crook i have to.
looking forward to singing and laughing with you again,
cracking silly jokes our sides can hardly contain.

thank you for your love once again,
because my life with you is never plain.

a darker shade of grey.

days like this. in my broken-ness to cry, all i want is a warm hug and a little word of encouragement. sigh.