in case of emergency, break glass.
feeling the pits. mind's a blank. can't seem to do anything right. feels like i got dumb overnight. ok, for those who beg to differ, yes, maybe i got dumber. it's either that or the world just got way too smart for me. sigh.
end of another week finally. some good, mostly bad. don't know if i made any sense in my assignments. definitely didn't make any sense for my presentations. it's amazing how i thought i could conduct a presentation without any note cards, leaving my tiny brain to regurgitate what i was supposed to say verbally. total disaster. made a total fool of myself in front of everyone who bothered to attend the tute. wished i could kill myself there and then. maybe not. wished i could kill them so that my clown act would be kept secret forever.
sad sad sad. i pray for wisdom everynight and yet i wake up feeling more stupid than before. so running out of options. feel like dying. like right now.
end of another week finally. some good, mostly bad. don't know if i made any sense in my assignments. definitely didn't make any sense for my presentations. it's amazing how i thought i could conduct a presentation without any note cards, leaving my tiny brain to regurgitate what i was supposed to say verbally. total disaster. made a total fool of myself in front of everyone who bothered to attend the tute. wished i could kill myself there and then. maybe not. wished i could kill them so that my clown act would be kept secret forever.
sad sad sad. i pray for wisdom everynight and yet i wake up feeling more stupid than before. so running out of options. feel like dying. like right now.
bloodprinted by jon at 11:28 PM
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oh I always end up shaking during presentations - and reading too much off notecards. Maybe your no notecards thingy was a better option, kor
ah no. i so don't think so. the thing is i get all jittery having to make a speech in front of people.... whatever's been through my head a trillion times suddenly flies out of the window in a split-second. at least with note cards, you've got the main points literally at your fingertips... you know what i mean.. ;)
wisdom is gained from the excercise of knowledge
how the exercise of knowledge when ye has none?
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