i wish....

i could just cry it all out. if only i knew the repercussions of my actions, i wouldn't do the things i did, say the things i said, feel the emotions i felt, broke my spirit as a result. i want to be okay. but i don't think it'll ever happen. i've lost much, made up with little. god i love her so much and all i ever wanted was an echo but it never came. it never came.